After learning that I was recipient of
the 1986 Ramon Magsaysay Award I was, for a few days, in a state of
confusion. I thought to myself, I have already received my reward; how is it
the Lord is giving me another? The reward I had already received was the
ability to live as a poor man, not out of some kind of moral imperative or
Christian sense of drag, but happy and content as a human being with other
poor people; and I was also given the power to confront and challenge no
matter what kind of suffering or persecution should follow—the powers of
injustice which dehumanize the poor.
Since I considered these things my reward, I couldn't see how or why the
Lord would be giving me some other award. And I even began to worry a bit,
wondering, what has been wrong in my life that He is giving me this very big
and very prestigious Award.
But two days later I went to visit an area where people have been struggling
and fighting against inhuman eviction, and as soon as I saw their ecstatic
welcome and joy, at that moment I began to realize the meaning of this
Award.
That is, before I saw this as an honor to me personally; now I saw it as a
recognition of all poor people who long to be really human and who fight
against violence and injustice. The absence of justice and the presence of
structural and organized violence in the world is whet makes and keeps
people poor, but even in their poverty, they do not forget, but rather cling
to the value of the truly human.
And so, this Award is being given to me, not for some insignificant work or
achievement, rather it is given because of a way of living.
Thus, I came to realize that this Award is not so much an award, but rather
a ray of light to the countless numbers of anonymous companions who commit
themselves to a similar way of living—accepting with joy and gratitude all
kinds of pain and difficulties, being isolated and lonely, and receiving no
recognition or acceptance from the world.
I am especially happy and grateful to receive this Award in 1986, the year
in which the remarkable spirit and burning zeal of the late President Ramon
Magsaysay blossomed, bore fruit, and empowered the Philippine people to
attain democracy.
Not "three cheers," but ten thousand cheers for the Philippine people, and
ten thousand "hoorays" for the fullness of humanity and for a more just and
righteous world.
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